"I have until Sunday to finish my four runs for the week why don't I just take a break today?"
"Oh but look at what you had for lunch and supper today!"
'You had way to much. That weight you've been losing is going to come right back, if you start being a lazy slob again Kendra."
"I'm not a lazy slob! I just don't feel like going today"
"Man the f***k (freak) up and GO!"
Today so many feelings of self doubt and loathing were swirling through my mind. Why do I let people dictate how I feel! Well I channeled those feelings of frustration, self loathing, doubt, and anger into my run today. I can't say those feelings are gone but I have a sort of self satisfaction that will get me through the rest of the night.
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